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Good mood - but beating myself a little anyway...

Monday, August 06, 2012

How many times do I have to experience that it is all about the food?

Yesterday I stayed with my plan - that happened to be not to eat at all - and this morning I woke up in a great mood. I did other good things yesterday too, paid my bills, cleaned the kitchen and organized some stuff - but that was from the energy I got from not abusing food.

If I exercise, clean, organize etc. etc - it does affect my mood a little but not entirely. As food does. When I stick to my plan life is great and I feel optimistic even if I see problems. Like yesterday - paying those bills left me with hardly any money left for the rest of the month but I felt that I could handle that easily because next payday there are no great mortgage or bills so that month I will hopefully be back in balance after pasying my accountant and the lawyer.

And looking over the economy I remembered that I did sell my sheep clipper for a lot of money two days ago...but... I was going for a bike tour and thought it was stupid to leave the money laying around iif somebody woiuld break in during my absence. So I hid them - and I have absolutely no idea where!. This money will be enough for gas until next payday. I have wandered round the house and hoped that my memory would wake up if I stand in front of the right closet or open the right drawer or move around the right room... but no. I have not the faintest idea where I hid that money.

So my house will be very cleaned in the upcoming week. Soon I will take doggy on a long morning walk and then I will drive daughter to circus camp and stay there for five hours. Then I will pass the gym on my way home and do strength training - and then I will continue to look for that money..,. daughter will sleep at the camp. I will continue with no food another day, I tried the mcKenna tapping procedure yesterday and it seemed to work. I did not have that bad cravings, I was really hungry instead!

I also used my tarot decvk of cards to decide if I would do that kamikaze food thing or not (remember I am learning the tarot for an act with "my" circus?)
It clearly told me that I will succeed both with staying away or eating healthy - so I will stay away for today and then start to plan a very healthy menu for the rest of the week.
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  • SILLYHP1953
    You made me smile cause anytime I put something in a safe place I never find it again. Well, maybe sometime I find it but not when I first want it.
    2453 days ago
    the money will have to turn up...somewhere! i'm with the "don't think about it" school of thought! but be careful about not eating...
    2678 days ago
    What a hoot! No offense. I'm sure you will remember when you least expect it! Circus camp? How cool.

    2679 days ago
    are you sure you hid it or did the dog eat it? emoticon
    2679 days ago
    Let us know when you find the money; you will. For me, it's just certain foods that affect my mood. Too heavy on the grains or too much sugar. Or, just too much of anything. If I stick to a lot of veggies and am careful with the others, nothing forbidden, I stay OK. Of course staying active is important too. Enjoy your week.

    Now, go hide something else; never know, that might work! Smiles.
    2679 days ago
    Hope you remember where you hid the money!

    It will show up, sometimes when it is the last thing from your mind, the location will come to you in a flash. So maybe try not thinking about it!

    2679 days ago
    I hate it when I put things somewhere safe, then don't remember where I put them. It will show up.
    2679 days ago
    Wow, I hope you remember where you hid your money. Try meditating about it?
    2679 days ago
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