Monday, June 11, 2012
Yesterday we did our third performance with the theatre- second for daughter who really enjoys herself and it makes me so happy... Afterwards we took off in my car - I drove to the writers course I am attending this week and as her father lives along the way she came with me. We have this game when we sing one song each and we did that for almost all the kilometres - the atmosphere in the car was sort of serene and I loved both her and myself for a while there - we really felt in perfect harmony.
The course was 400 kilometres away and by one o clock I was starting to fall asleep so I had to stop. Dozed o for maybe twenty minutes, woke up, drove some twenty minutes, too tired, another stop, dozing for a while again... I did this a lot as young but I am not really good at it anymore. My body is aching and very stiff...arrived at four o clock, found my room and slept until seven thirty.
The course is interesting, we are having the lunch break now and an assignment to write a situation where we either zoom in or zoom out in our description. I don´t feel good at this, in fact I feel kind of hopeless because I don´t think I can find any progress... but of course I can. And it really does not matter, I intend to have fun and let go of all the anxiety of not performing good enough.
Breakfast is included in our living but not the other meals - I made extra sanwiches this morning that I am eating for lunch...I don´t know how to handle dinner, I can´t afford to eat out all week but there is a kitchen here and I guess I can buy cottae chees, eggs and vegetables... that will do.