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Told the World Just How You Felt

Monday, May 21, 2012



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FXewXKFmBn0


Welcome to the blog of someone who's gained every week for the past 6 weeks.

Or, welcome to the blog of someone who only gained 7.2 pounds during that time period, who fits just fine into the same clothes as before.

Welcome to the blog of someone who's over 220 again for the first time since February 2nd.

Of 2009.

Welcome to the blog of someone who should be walking more.

Welcome to the blog of someone who walks every day, for 80 minutes, with few rest days.

Welcome to the blog of someone who should be lifting, what, 60 pounds every day? 80? 100?

Welcome to the blog of someone who lifts 45 pounds every single morning, without fail.

Welcome to the blog of someone who really should be eating, what, 1600 calories every day? 1400? 1200? No one seems to know, not definitively, anyway.

Welcome to the blog of someone who eats 1600 - 1800 calories per day, every day, without fail, and has since January 9th.

Of 2008.

Welcome to the blog of someone who's over 220 pounds.

Welcome to the blog of someone who's lost over 120 pounds.

Welcome to the blog of somneone who feels sorry for herself, who mourns her lost opportunities and missed chances, who, chop chop! just isn't doing this fast or well enough.

Naah.

Welcome to the blog of someone who knows that setbacks are temporary, but this change is permanent.
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