Wednesday, May 09, 2012
I don't usually share my dirty laundry in such a public place, but I am really annoyed right now and overall I think that it is affecting me in a very negative way with my eating..
First let me lay a little background information out there, I am married to a VERY co-dependent man and this is something that drives me absolutely crazy.. he is 51 and will be 52 in July.. last night we were at a concert, with friends who drove, and he started getting sick, turns out it is probably food poisoning, well instead of going to the car himself, he decided and wanted me to go.. needless to say I missed the last band and I WAS ANNOYED.. and it was late when we got home and the alarm goes off at 5:30, well needless to say, he didn't sleep so I didn't sleep.. everytime he got back in bed he was whining "I don't feel good" "I am freezing" over and over..I know that this sounds mean, but I am so tired of putting everyone else before me.. I have a son who is a junior in HS and his grades keep going down instead of up.. we have taken things away.. I am just so tired.. I am tired of not being first in anyone's life..