50 yrs can catch up ur face FAST!
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Sorry about the whining! I can't get my computer to cooperate. feel free to skip, just a bit more of a vent.
Holy cow, I think that last bit of youth I had is finally burned out! I look every bit of 50 plus today!
My mom insisted on going home 'to do somethings', baby stepping as she was, so I patiently walked her to the car (which took over 30 minutes, she had to stop several times to rest (It's 10 large steps from the door to the car, I counted) But I just waited and was pleasant. Another 15 minutes into the house where she collapsed in a chair. Took out her trash and fed her cats and told her she sure puts me in bad positions because I have to leave her alone in that condition and she said, "well, if you told me that before, I wouldn't have come back down here!" ARGH!!!! My guess is she figures once she is in the house and immobile, I'll "have to" spend nights with her, but that is my line in the sand. I know once I do it, it'll be expected for the long haul. I told her to call me before she gets in the shower (how she can get in the shower is beyond me...) and I'll come back and listen for the 'thud'. I am a terrible daughter, but determined to let her reap the rewards of her decisions, since she won't listen to me. (Yeah, she could have showered at my house, easier in fact.)
'm WAY closer to seriously agreeing to MOVE out of state!! I better hurry and lose weight, all I wore when I lived in Hawaii was a bathsuit and shorts! ha