Taking a few moments this morning to write about what is working and what is not.
What is working...my new job. I love the hours. I like the people I work with. I think I will like the work once I get into it. I love the location. I like my work area.
What is not working...not having a computer. I miss having my own computer. I am not comfortable sitting at DH's laptop. It does not work well. I am not comfortable and I don't spend enough time defragging like I used to and stuff is building up inside me. I now have a lot of mess in my head to go through and am having a hard time finding the time to do it and being motivated to do it because I have to come in here to do it. :(
My house...it is a mess. Stuff is everywhere and it is just clutter city and I hate it. There is no feng shui here...I feel very unhappy when I walk in the door.
My finances...they are better now with this job. We were really scraping along. I can see the light at the end of that tunnel now with this new job and DH's unemployment continuing and him getting closer to the top of the books.
My weight...I've gained. I was trying to go along with not counting calories as I had less computer and SP access. And I was trying to continue to lose weight and keep it off. I failed. I got down to 157. Then I gained 6 lbs and am back to 163. :( I've been eating and eating. Why? I think I am just really dissatisfied with a lot of things.
My exercise...what exercise? I have become anti-exercise. I really enjoyed doing the C25K program. Then, when it was done, I continued doing some running. Then, with the job changes and "no time" I just stopped everything.
So, time to regroup and start solving some of these problems.
Not having a computer...I'm going to have to put up with it for awhile. I have my computer at work during lunch. And I can get on DH's for now. I may need to start disconnecting it and sitting with it in the evenings until I get myself back on board 100% with SP. Whatever it takes, I need to defrag, problem-solve, and move on. Quit back-sliding.
My house...I am going to have to start working on it...10 minutes at a time...let the time expand...and get more done than I had planned...and in no time, it will come together. But I have to start. It will not start itself.
Finances...I have to continue to eat in, buy groceries, and be thrifty. The money is starting to resolve itself. I just have to keep pushing it in that direction.
Weight...I have to start counting my calories...today...all day...stay in range...every day...and let the weight fall back off. I CAN DO THIS...I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS...AND I WILL CONTINUE!!!!
Exercise...I need to start exercising...walking...doing the wii...re-do the C25K program...sign up for a 5K...I need to move my body and get in shape...it doesn't "just happen."
Okay, so that's my plan. Hold me to it. It's a positive plan. I can do this! I need to do this! ONWARD!!!!!
Hope you all are having a great week! HAPPY ST. PAT'S DAY! Keep up the good work! Spark on!