The Grass Is Greener Where You Make It Greener
Friday, March 09, 2012
How often have I thought that if I only moved here, or moved there or changed this non sequential thing about myself everything would some how fall into place. I took the mindset on and moved through 5 different places in the last decade and low and behold for all accounts I am still 150lbs over weight and still on the roller coaster.
The grass is greenest where you have taken the initiative to make it "green". That's it, that is the whole mantra there folks. I hate exercise, totally. I hate moving and I hate about 500 other things as I sit here and sulk about how life sucks and blah blah blah.
Oddly enough while I am sweating my ass off and in the midst of my hate, I wonder why I feel like "a million bucks". Sitting there at the bus stop, drenched in sweat wondering how the hell I am going to walk back, though not really caring because I feel GREAT, better than GREAT SEX great. Why because I have accomplished even the littlest of feats, I have overcome myself. If only for that one moment.
The "green" is where you make it green one day, one moment at a time.