I Want a RUT in my LIFE!
Sunday, March 04, 2012
I am 50 years old. Through my life the trials and pitfalls have grieved me tremendously. I seriously want a stress free life. I want to hit a rut and stay there. I want to be stuck in that rut. I am sick of the drama around me.
I have had to boot out my youngest daughter AGAIN. She brings drama on a daily basis. For a 23 year old she has not matured like she should. She hangs out with people who are bad for her and several of them are just crazy...and not crazy fun.
My oldest daughter lives next door to me in a trailer we are paying for...still have another $5000 to pay on it. Now she wants to move....her arguments are valid. Better school system for g'baby. Closer to her work. Won't have to worry about child care after school. It really will be a good move for her. I will surely miss her and g'baby though. My heart is breaking.
The drama will hopefully subside soon.