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I Want a RUT in my LIFE!

Sunday, March 04, 2012

I am 50 years old. Through my life the trials and pitfalls have grieved me tremendously. I seriously want a stress free life. I want to hit a rut and stay there. I want to be stuck in that rut. I am sick of the drama around me.

I have had to boot out my youngest daughter AGAIN. She brings drama on a daily basis. For a 23 year old she has not matured like she should. She hangs out with people who are bad for her and several of them are just crazy...and not crazy fun.

My oldest daughter lives next door to me in a trailer we are paying for...still have another $5000 to pay on it. Now she wants to move....her arguments are valid. Better school system for g'baby. Closer to her work. Won't have to worry about child care after school. It really will be a good move for her. I will surely miss her and g'baby though. My heart is breaking.

The drama will hopefully subside soon.


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  • no profile photo CD7670724
    Yesiree, i often find myself thinking that I would like to run off and leave all this behind. I sent my DD to spend a week with her dad since she causes all kinds of drama when at home. I want to blame her astrological sign, birth order, or the position/phase of the moon but really its just who she is. Gotta love 'em but that doesn't mean you gotta live with them.

    Good luck,

    Eva
    3425 days ago
  • 67CAMARO_SS
    I sooooo feel your pain girl. Not gonna go into my details on here, but know that I can empathize with a lot of what you're feeling. I too, want a calm, smooth, ride all the time. And not just on my bike either...
    Hang in there - sometimes it's all we can do. Know that you're not alone. And I guess someday - hopefully - the drama will subside. That's a dream of mine anyway :/
    June :)
    3427 days ago
  • SUNNYDJ1971
    Keep your chin up! It can be hard. Do what is good for you! Your daughters are grown, they are big enough to take care of them selves. Some times tough love is the best. You are doing the right thing! I will keep you in my prayers!
    3427 days ago
  • MRILEY123
    Oh, sorry for all the stress. Daughters bring drama, that's for sure! Focus on your own goals and do more of what gives you life. Blessings to you.
    3428 days ago
  • MRS_EVA_K
    bless you :(

    3428 days ago
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