1/19/2012- a bit of a rant but mostly a vent

Normally I list my goals for the day but I just can't bring myself to do it. Heck. I have barely looked at the site since my last post. The problem comes from too much stress and not enough support. I struggle with my eating habits and keeping motivated to do my workouts.

I have tried switching up my workouts. I have tried to follow healthy, delicious diets. But since my last announcement to my husband I was starting over again all I can hear is his response. "Why are you even trying? You know you will give up at the first sight of chocolate!"

The lack of support I was used to. This time he has left candy at the house after I asked him to put it in his car or take it to work. He has offered to bring sweets home. He looks at me weird when I order healthy at a restaurant. Sabotage has become the only thing he is giving me. I don't understand why.

To top it off, today is our anniversary. Not a peep from him about it. No plans for dinner. No special "I love you." It breaks my heart, but I think it is just another day to him. And no he didn't forget, it is also his birthday. I guess I will just act like it is another day too. Did my workout. Will clean my mom's house after work. To hell with having a special day.