Friday, January 06, 2012
I'm ready. I hate that I let myself gain all my weight back. I hate that I look at my before and after picture from 2007 and see that I've let myself go yet again. I've had some family issues with my oldest child getting a liver transplant in 2009. That was some stressful time where I just ate, ate and ate some more due that it comfort me. It was my stress release to grab those chips or to drink 8 or 9 cans of sodas a day. Or run and get some fast food fast. Yeah that's the reason for me gaining it all back. I've got lazy and just stopped working out. I made ever excuse in the book to not workout. Oh, I'll do it tomorrow or oh, I will work out a extra 15 minutes this weekend. It got to the point those excuses I just stop telling myself. Well NO MORE I"M READY!!! I've been back working out it's slow coming, but it's getting there. I felt it was time for me to come back to Spark where I can get some motivation like I did before to keep contining to push forward. Just seeing everyone elses pictures and reading their stories got me wanting to do more. Even just looking at my before and after pictures got me wanting this so bad. Not just to be smaller, but healthy. I'm about to be 31 January 16, I'm getting older and I don't want to keep being overweight for the rest of my life. Now like I said, I"M READY!!!!