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Who else is better qualified?

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Today, I stayed 2h more at work. It was silent in the office, and I could focus on things easily. When finished, I took on my new Adidas coat, bag to my back, and as I stepped out of the office door to the corridor, it hit me.

I've seen myself mentally in my new body.
Smaller, sporty, wide shoulders, energetic.
It was just a flash, and I tried to re-capture the feeling on the way to home, but it was again gone.

This coat is a puffy design. I never had such a coat, because I looked even more round. And this one, is really for slim people. I bought it on Sunday. When I tried it on, I was shocked that it looked good on me.

Arriving home, I took some new music on my phone to run. This is crazy, I listen to tons of music I never listened to before. Now, I like these speedy, bump-bump style music a lot. I was not fond of these before. So, I went out to run; to the rythm of Chrsitina Aguileria - Bionic.

When running, I felt light, fast, slim and muscly.
I was crashing trough the dark like an arrow.
I stopped at 5.3K shortly to let the steam go, and turned back.
I was really energetic.
I did 11.3K, and I was surprised to see on the history page of endomondo that my slowest lap was 5:22 (1K). It means I was between 5:00 and 5:22 min/K troughout the 11K.
I was never so fast.
And I was not even tired.

I'm close to my 77kg goal (169 lbs) - I had set it as the middle for the healthy body mass range for me. I was thinking about this period since January 2011, when I was 99kg (218 lbs, about 50 lbs difference). In Jan, it looked so long until Oct. Looking back, it looks very short.
Maybe in this training with Authentic Movement (see previous blog), I really did somehthing silently, inside, and it's working.

I have the impression, these months are just a short transition period in my life.
Beginning of something new.
I don't know what, but something very different from before.

So, I try not to care to much about it, and just stay in the here and now, and enjoy the ride.

I also found this quote here on SP, to complete some backlog of Stage 3, which I like a lot.
I put it on my main page.

"Be yourself. Who else is better qualified?"

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    Oliver - I loved your blog - and your coat! How great your journey has been in only 10 months! 50 lb weight loss is so great! emoticon

    I really really love your quote "Be yourself. Who else is better qualified?" - I'm gonna have to add that to my signature page.
    3184 days ago
    Oliver, I'm so proud of you!!!
    3185 days ago
    great blog/reflection - I love it!
    3185 days ago
    Oliver, I thought of you last night while reading me latest issue of "Experience Life!" (Love that magazine.) The article was about the stages of Change, all the way from Pre-contemplation to Action, Maintenace and finally full Integration (Adoption)of the new lifestyle, so there is no going back. Looking at those final stages made me think of you - you're a great example and inspiration. Thank you for sharing your journey. Interesting that you feel on the edge of something new.... I'm sure it will be something very good.
    3185 days ago
    Very inspiring! Thanks for sharing :D I LOVE that coat! It's perfect :D I have the hardest time with my inner self seeing me as I am, not as I think I am (thick OR thin). Love the quote :D Keep on keepin' on! You're definitely going the right direction!!!
    3185 days ago
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    You're always so inspiring!
    3185 days ago
    May those glimpses of the "new you" come more and more often till it's your "new normal"! Love that quote!
    3185 days ago
    Your 10 month journey has gone by quickly! We've watched you change and grow! You are doing awesome!!! Keep moving in that direction!
    3185 days ago
    Wow you really dropped the weight in no time!! What a difference 50lbs can make....that is about how much I have lost so far too!! I love you new jacket!! I hve to listen to the speedy bump-bump music for some reason it also gets me into the mood to workout!! You should also check out the black-eyed Peas..if you havent already..they have some really good speedy type music emoticon emoticon
    3185 days ago
    You are definitely the most qualified! And doing a fantastic job with changing your body and mind. Keep up the good work!
    3185 days ago
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    Nice blog. Thanks for sharing some of your thought processes. You must be feeling really good and that's awesome.
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    I enjoyed your BLOG and comments, but the best was the QUOTE! Plus, the fact that you have come so far, look so great, and REALIZE that you are becoming the BODY that you have wanted for so long! Congratulations....you made it, my friend!
    3185 days ago
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    WoW...How awesome for you! Congrats on your weight loss and the great direction your life has taken...Enjoy!

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