Saturday, August 27, 2011
I have successfully survived my first week back in college. I wish I could say I have a detailed plan for what I'm going to do in the following month, but I honestly don't. I know I don't want a repeat of this week, with regard to messed up diet and lack of exercise. I want to lose weight, I want to be healthier. I'm tired of being the way I am. I'm sick of being...me.
Ok...so that last sentence probably didn't come out quite as I wanted it, but...it is true. I'm sick of being me...of everything that keeps happening to me. I'm tired of being the guy that is an awesome friend...just not boyfriend material. I'm tired of being the guy who doesn't hang out and play football or basketball because I'm too out of shape to do it. I'm tired of being the guy that sometimes has to keep the jokes going just so that I don't start crying. Maybe weight loss is the first step to changing all that too...maybe it isn't. All I know is, I want to see this through....somehow.