I am holding myself accountable
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
First thing first, i am going back to the restraunt, i got a million excuses , which one do you want to hear first? the main reson is i didnt like having a desk job, im to use to moving around, and all the excersing in the world didnt help me, i gained 10 pounds, i bout went into shocl when the doc told me that, i mean i knew i had gained, BUT my caculations wer not THAT high,scary, i dumped the desk job went back to the active one, and the first time i complain bout that job U ALL got free reign to tell me to SHUT UP!!! hahaha!! i was never taken out of the system so its like i wasnt gone, EXCEPT i lost my insurance, BUT on the bright side i am eligible for open enrollment in NOVEMBER, so we just have to keep ourselves healthy (which means the weight has to go), most of my heart meds are on the 4 dollar list at wally world, the only med i will proably have to go off of is my ADD med and im so emotional without it, plus it DOES help with my appitite some, but i guess i will just have to deal, unless anyhone knows of any programs in the NE arkansas area im eliagble for, im also gonna ask at my clinic if they have any samples
Sooooo i gotta crack the whip on me and the family, little man weights 198, but now that schools back in session hell get PE every day, sos that will help him alot.
so please everyone give me your support because i need it, i know i can do it, its just a matter of sticking to it, hopefully i havnt picked up any habits that i cant get rid of.