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Sometimes I think I am just....

Sunday, July 24, 2011



a joke.

Well, I am NOT joking anymore! emoticon I've had my "Success Story" Posted, been voted a "Motivator" & what do I do? Screw it up. emoticon I've made excuses. I've lost several family members over the past couple of Years, I have no energy, work stresses me out, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah!

Had a Patient tell me,"Baby, you cant blame yourself." But who else is there to blame? I stopped exercising except for the past Week. This all has to change. I dont expect "Interviews" like before when I lost weight, or Magazine offers. I NEVER lost weight to get that in the first place. Truth be told, believe it or not...I can be quite shy. emoticon I am not kidding. YES, I have poured my heart out on here but ya'll would have laughed your a's off had you heard my interview for Spry. HA! HA! They said I gave some good tips but I was soo nervous. Lol!

Well, I am posting this blog as a Pledge to anyone who has voted me a Motivator, thought I was worthy of being in a Magazine, or has called me friend & meant it. I Pledge to get it back together, be more positive & be there for you....again. emoticon Together we can all do this! No matter how many times we have failed! emoticon emoticon
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  • DANLENO1949
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    3477 days ago
  • BABY_GIRL69
    I think you are like all of us. Some times we have the brightest days & then we have low low days. So don't beat yourself internally, do it physically by getting up & do 10 minutes just to push toward making more time. The time is there as we both know, we just have to commit to it.

    God bless & lets make it happen!

    Dee
    3507 days ago
  • no profile photo CD5522744
    emoticon emoticon Just get back on the horse and start again!!!
    3508 days ago
  • MICKEYMAX
    Just move forward, step out of the past, and know you can do it!
    3508 days ago
  • LOSINGLINNDY
    Jane, it is just good to have you back. Please forgive yourself and move forward. I will be right there with you getting started again.

    Hugs, Gaylinn
    3508 days ago
  • CEKER9
    emoticon You receive a star from me for your honesty. You are where you are, it doesn't matter why you are there... excuses or health, just pick yourself up and keep going. The race isn't over yet!
    3508 days ago
  • TWINKIEQUEEN
    okay...you've screwed up.......now that's in the pastand you don't have to think about it anymore......now you are doing what you should be doing...good for you! wishing you the best of success!
    3508 days ago
  • ROBBIEMARIE
    Jane! I hear you. Seems so many of us who were on good paths not that long ago are finding ourselves in the same boat. Guess we all need to row a little bit harder. Thing is - WE WILL! We can't change the past but we can learn from it, become stronger from it and use it to bring us where we want to go. I think that is a much healthier each one of us! You are a really great woman who has been under tremendous stress. Give yourself a break and go back to the basics with me. We can do it. One little step at a time! emoticon
    3508 days ago
  • WISLNDR
    Check my blog from Friday. Start where you are, what's in the past is gone. We will do this!!

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    3508 days ago
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