Hard Time Getting In The Groove Again

I have been having a really hard time lately getting back in the groove of things on Spark People. I absolutely love this site and try to get on it everyday but my darlin Grandson has overtaken the computer lately so I guess I am going to have to get my lovely little timer out and start using it. I use it for everything else thanks to flylady. I have no energy and exercising and food tracking is the least thing on my mind these days. I am trying to keep up with flylady.net at keeping my house clean so that is at least a plus. I do look at the message boards quite frequently because many members inspire me about many things. Starting to get a little depressed I have been off my anti depressent meds for about a month now because I can't afford to go to the dr. because after the refills are gone you have to be seen again before they will renew your script. I babysit my grandson for my daughter during the week and sometimes my great niece.... and I love doing it but my passion for many things is gone and I don't know how to get it back again. I am usually a pretty positive person so I am not sure how to resume my happy go lucky self. I am up for any suggestions anyone has. Thanks for listening to me ramble on. Hope everyone has a great day!!!