SP Premium
DAWNAPRIL

SparkPoints
 

A Little Less Bummed

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Well, I can't say I'm happy about my weight gain. I haven't been this heavy since I was pregnant. And that was when I was on the brink of giving birth and full of retained water. But, like any chronic illness symptoms, I think my weight gain is an indicator of a much deeper problem. Lately my writing, well, my PERSONAL writing, not my professional writing, has taken me down an unexpected road. It's time for me to start this plan over afresh. I have spent so much time pretending to be "good," lying to myself and fudging calories. For what? So I can continuously gain weight. I am forty pounds heavier than when I quit smoking 4 years ago. I don't mean to whine. But I feel very down about this. I'm not sure how I got so out of control.
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
  • BAKERICLISA
    Let the tracker on SP do the calories for you, the only way you can 'fudge' is by NOT adding something. Be honest and see where you truly are. You can't learn WHY you gained the weight unless you are honest about it.
    3512 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment


    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.