Doc and More
Friday, July 15, 2011
I went to the doctor yesterday for the whole lung issue and lo and behold... it's asthma. They even had me do a breathing treatment in the office! Insane! They did an EKG and a full work-up, opting to do a physical while I was there (haven't done one in years). So it'll be interesting to see what my blood work comes back with.
On the emotional front, I'm doing better. Although, I did get a rather not nice message from someone on here beating me up for being selfish about the vacation. 1. I'll cop to being selfish when I am, I'll cop to being anything when I am, but when I'm not... 2. If you don't know the full background... Homeboy lives with his family, every single member. They also go on vacations EVERY SINGLE YEAR abroad, so this is not exactly a once in a lifetime experience. Spending more than five minutes with your girlfriend? Now THAT would be a once in a lifetime experience at this rate. That being said, nor did I EVER suggest he not go period. So I'll take the selfish hit, but attribute it correctly please.
That being said, I still have my moments. But... I get to go home!!! My wonderful mommy is bringing me home for a week. Which I seriously need. I am SO bummed these days about the job/money/boy/cleaning situations that I just can't... funciton. So I just need to step away from all of them for clarity and better chances of looking in. I'm not running away, but rather running to... running to something, or someplace, that will offer me a safe space and what I've been missing. So yay to that.