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Friday, July 15, 2011

I went to the doctor yesterday for the whole lung issue and lo and behold... it's asthma. They even had me do a breathing treatment in the office! Insane! They did an EKG and a full work-up, opting to do a physical while I was there (haven't done one in years). So it'll be interesting to see what my blood work comes back with.

On the emotional front, I'm doing better. Although, I did get a rather not nice message from someone on here beating me up for being selfish about the vacation. 1. I'll cop to being selfish when I am, I'll cop to being anything when I am, but when I'm not... 2. If you don't know the full background... Homeboy lives with his family, every single member. They also go on vacations EVERY SINGLE YEAR abroad, so this is not exactly a once in a lifetime experience. Spending more than five minutes with your girlfriend? Now THAT would be a once in a lifetime experience at this rate. That being said, nor did I EVER suggest he not go period. So I'll take the selfish hit, but attribute it correctly please.

That being said, I still have my moments. But... I get to go home!!! My wonderful mommy is bringing me home for a week. Which I seriously need. I am SO bummed these days about the job/money/boy/cleaning situations that I just can't... funciton. So I just need to step away from all of them for clarity and better chances of looking in. I'm not running away, but rather running to... running to something, or someplace, that will offer me a safe space and what I've been missing. So yay to that.
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  • SUGIRL06
    Sounds like a good plan to go home for a few days visit!
    3238 days ago
    I have ashtma too. You'll still rock it, just gotta learn where you're at. Ease back in slowly so you can learn your body's responses.

    f8ck whoever left that mesage. Delete it, block them, and know that they're just another crazy.

    I'm so glad you get to go home!!!!!!!! :D Congratulations!
    3244 days ago
  • UVAGRL928
    I don't see why people feel the need to tell you what to do with your life when they barely know you! Everything will work itself out for the best in the end... it just might take a little bit of time for that to happen emoticon
    3244 days ago
    More and more I'm surprised by peoples actions on this website. I"m grateful for the supportive members.

    Take care of yourself.
    3244 days ago
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    Really - people can just drive you insane sometimes, can't they...

    Enjoy your time home with your family! And I'm glad you got a quick diagnosis at the Dr!

    3245 days ago
    I cant believe someone would do that to you! Who are they to think they know what is going on? If they choose to read, thats their choice...you put it on here for yourself...not for them. Keep your cruel messages to yourself!
    3245 days ago
  • LEAHKAY21782
    Girl, I've had someone pull the "I must know you now because I read one of you blogs, so now let me try to be all legit therapist on you" and let me tell ya, I quickly decided I didn't need that crap. You in no way are being selfish if you feel neglected. PERIOD. So BOO on whoever came up with that crap.

    And YAY and getting to go home for a bit. It's always good to go home and destress once in a while.
    3245 days ago
    Have good trip. Hopefully the rest will help you out Physically and emotionally.
    3245 days ago
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