Friday, July 15, 2011
thats how I feel ive been. My weight loss system, heck even my marathon training system has had a breakdown. A failure.
I havent been able to get a grip. And its effecting not only my waistline, but my head and my heart. Its getting me DOWN, and a depressed sweetnskinny turns into a grouchynchubby. Not a fun combo!
This morning I weighed in at a devastating 152.7 I know many would 'kill' to be at that number, but for me thats a huge GAIN. I was 145 at the end of june!
I have to get back on track and I am making that a promise to all of YOU. My sparksisters.
I have a workout with my personal trainer in a little bit, which I know is going to be tough because of my lack of exercise. UGH. but, at least it will get me in the right direction today.
Then, I have lunch with a friend, and fortunately, we are both trying to lose weight so we always go to the same restaurant when we go out, and I already know the WW points of my meal.
Other than that? no plans.
Trainer made this my 'active recovery week' for marathon training, but since I didnt do anything last week, I am going to swap. I dont want to be that lazy girl anymore.
I also think I need to get more involved on here. I need to join a team and a challenge. Keep myself accountable, and be active on here.
Hope to get an 'A+' for today! Will report to ya tonight.