7.1.11: Out of balance/starting over
Friday, July 01, 2011
I was so busy focusing on racking up Sparkpoints that I lost track of what my main goal was: WEIGHT LOSS! My daughter made a comment about my booty being big today and she pawed at my rolls on my tummy like a newborn kitten. I was really hurt and made her apologize. The thing is, it really hurt cause it's true. I know that I've been letting my weight go and haven't tracked my nutrition or fitness (or lack thereof). So, needless to say, when I got on the scale today and saw the number 274.5 flash back at me I shouldn't be horrified, but I am. I'm disappointed that I let myself down, my partner, my daughter, my doctors, my TEAMS...here I am telling everyone to keep on Sparking and what am I doing? Starting over.
::Deep breath:: So, let's see if I can find those tracks underneath this train to keep on moving! I'll need a lot of support, so if you have it to give, I'd really appreciate it.
Don't give up on me, and I'll try to do to the same. I'm worth it. I just need to believe it.