just plugging along...
Sunday, June 26, 2011
And here I am in the thick of it all, having to live one day at a time and working hard to stay on track...
Sometimes I wish my life were like a movie where the camera could do a montage and music would play and time would pass quickly so I don't have to live through the daily aspects of doing all of this. It is hard sometimes.
I sometimes hate that even if I exercise well today, I have to get up and exercise well again tomorrow. And that even if I eat well tonight, in the morning I have to eat healthy again... it is hard sometimes.
But I'm here. And I'm working on it. I didn't exercise yesterday, so I will add to my routine today. And I ate too much last night, so I will eat better today. And hopefully the better times are more than the weaker moments...
I'm working at it. It is hard right now, but I'm trying to stick to it.
Because ultimately I do want to lose weight and be healthier. I want to get off all the meds I take and be less tired all the time. I want to play more actively with my kids and want them to see me having a healthier life style. I want to live my fullest for as long as I can rather than living a more confined and less active lifestyle as I do now. It is hard right now, but I am ding it.
Thanks for reading my blog. It helps me to write it out sometimes, makes it a little bit easier, and it helps to know that some folks out there know what it feels like.
So thanks, I appreciate all of you!