Trying to find my way back...
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Hey there. I am really, really struggling. I have not exercised or logged food in a long time. I hate this feeling but I just can't seem to find my mojo to get back.
First of all, I am so tired. All. the. time. I have a Dr appointment in a few weeks, so hopefully he can figure something out. I'm betting thyroid as I had part of mine removed a while back. Sometimes it makes enough hormones that I don't need meds, sometimes it doesn't. Ugh.
The other thing holding me back is my schedule. The kiddos are out of school now and life is just plain out crazy. Not only do I have my 3 home, I watch other people's kids pretty much every day. So no lazy, summer sleep in days here! Also, my kids are all involved in baseball and softball. We are at a field somewhere pretty much every day. I talked a big game a few months ago saying I wasn't going to give in to the call of the concession stand/ drive thru. But it is so much easier. Sigh...
I'm not looking for a pity party, I just needed to put it out there why I have been absent on SP. I know what I need to do to get back on track, I am having trouble figuring out how to get motivated again.
Thanks for listening to me whine!!