Thursday, February 15, 2007
Today I am about a 7.
Made ot through another day. Kind of lost it last night. I don't know why I can do so well all day and then blow it in the evening. Leslee brought home some chocolate chip cookies from Double Tree Hotel If you haven't had one of those you haven't had a really good chocolate chip cookie. anyway tried to save some to last a few days and sat in front of the TV and ate 4. The damage wasn't as bad as I expected but still disappointed in myself.
I went to bed at 10:00 last night. Woke up three times as usual. At 3:30 though I was awaken by a terrible cramp in my left leg from my ankle up into my calf. I was afraid it wasn't going away.Almost brought tears to my eyes. I have experienced a lot of different types of pains but these are the worse.
I took a double dose of vicodin this morning upon getting up. that should bring my pain level down to about a 5. Today is one of those days when I am just tired of hurting. I would like to have just one pain free day. Not much chance of that happening so we just push on. I still have the knee and hip pain, a few shots from the kidney area now and then and just generaly sore and fatigued all over.
So far today everything has been good. no weird cravings. got some exercise in and have had plenty of water. BUT.... the night time is coming... So Beware.!