Going in the wrong direction and Need Help!!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
I need tons of support. I know where I want to go I just don't have the road map to get there and seem to be riding in the wrong direction. Trying to find the map so I can get going again. I have gained 25 pounds since November and I am not happy about it whats so ever. I had been sick on and off between November and Feb. When I started working out again I am so mad I gained weight when it took me a year to lose 40. Now it is like starting all over again. Watched the biggest loser last night and I was so inspired by Hannah. She said that if you need help with losing weight all you have to do is ASK!!! So I am asking. But who? I am on here, I have seen the doctors and I have people on facebook that I talk to. But I have not a clue what I am doing. I am having a hard time getting started with working out and eating right. Usually I am on the ban wagon with no holds bar. But this time I am hesitant to start because last year I worked out so hard and ate right and lost nothing. Afraid that will happen again. Afraid to fail at weight lose. I was so inspired last night that I just need to do something NOW. I bought a bathing suit for motivation and feel like it is way too late now to fit into it. I am lost in a world I want to enjoy. I want to feel like they did last night. Free!!! Excited and have different goals than I do being Fat!!! I can not say enough about last night I love Hannah and Olivia they are the weight that I am and was when I started. I feel a connection with them and I want to lose 110 pounds just like they did. But I don't ever see that happening. I guess I am not in the right mind set.
So my question is where to I start and how do I ask for help? reaching out to ALL my sparkies!!!!!
Thanks in advance for your greatness!!!!