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Sunday, May 15, 2011

Oct. 13 2010. 4:30am. Is the day my life was litterally broken. (Short version) I was working still in great shape thanks to sparks. I didnt feel too good that morning. Just out of sorts i guess you can say. I fell 15 feet and landed on concreate. Shattering my L4 in my back and my left wrist along with several other injuries to my left leg. I was careflighted to Fort Worth where I had the best treatment I could imagine. 17 days I was in the hospital and inpatient rehab. Anyway since then i have lost my job, fought depression, gained lots of weight. I know God allowed all this to happen for a reason. Many reasons actually! My faith has been injured during all this as well. I'm really fighting with myself. I know God has forgiven me and he loves me. But I am having a heard time forgiving myself and the decisions that got me here. All I know is if I wasn't in the shape I was in at the time of the accident I probably would'nt have survived. Now I am walking my wrist is not 100% not is my back.......but this is what God has for me......I'm not dead......So that just means Gos isn't finished with me yet. Lets do this!
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