ugh... aka... be still my beating heart...

So, not related to weight-loss at all.

I am in this weird place where I am really crushing on a friend. I can't really say anything right now, but I plan on talking about it soon. Had to read texts (sms) about another (awesome) girl... and pretend to be supportive... but at least it's easier over text message, right? no body language or voices...

After that little text chat, all I wanted to do was go to sleep... then I panicked that somehow I was going to immediately spiral into a deep dark depression again. (seems silly now that I've typed it out). I hope I will feel better after my class.

I am really regretting signing up for yoga after my spin class. It is harder than I thought, and the one and only time I did it, I couldn't keep up. It was humbling... and I'm used to being good at stuff. I can't do the v-sit thing (like the pilates thing) at all, but at least this time I have my physio to back me up.

Sigh* Why do feelings make us feel so much. OH, and why is it that my i-tunes random is only playing heartache songs??

>:S

I skipped my yin yoga this morning. I really need to make more of an effort to got to bed earlier. I needed extra sleep after that little run yesterday. I always forget how much sleep I need when I start something new.

Now to figure out what I can bring to eat between classes.... maybe a sandwhich? Maybe I have dates?

hmm...

Also, I must have had fun last night on the run because I was wanting to get back at it today. I was also not too sore, which was great. My knees were a little tired, and hips a little sore, and getting up from a chair was slightly tiring, but all about a 2 on a scale of 10, so... perfect.

:)

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