Just DO it!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
I'm sitting here at work over thinking and analyzing everything (I'm very good at that) and it all starts with a facebook posts from a fellow friend. her status: "Size 4 baby!" Yes, it's awesome for her, and I'm very happy for her, but I'm pissed at myself! Why is it so easy for some people to go from a size 12 to a size 4 in a matter of months and all I do is keep going up and down on the scale, compromising my goals with the help of the refrigerator and sabotaging myself for not getting enough exercise?? Why can't I just DO what I need to do, to get what I want?
We're going to Cancun in October and my (very skinny) friend texts me last night "1/2 price swimsuits at Target!" What!?!? A swimsuit?? I was supposed to be toned and fit by the time swimsuit season came around ...ugh, I'm so not ready.
I am aware that this is not a very productive blog. I sat here contemplating and even printed out a full meal plan equipped with a grocery list that is about as long as a giraffe's neck and realized that I'm doing what I ALWAYS do. I'm obsessing over it ... when it's really not that big of a deal, I just need to DO it.