A Change of Plans
Saturday, April 02, 2011
I am up to my 4th month and in the last week I have caved big time, It all started on the 27th of march (hubby's birthday) had my treat cos changed it to his birthday.
The next day some mud cake was left over and was tempted and was trying not to cave in but I did. That night I paid for it, I felt as sick as a dog almost needing to be sick.
You think I would have learnt my lesson that night but didn't I ate a few yummy things in that week and being the 2nd of April. I have not really stopped. Although not been having things as bad as cake. I am feeling kinda bad about each thing I am having although thinking of changing my diet to not restricted myself too much. I was becoming a little bit hard to deal with in not eating this or that and I was getting to the point of not even wanting to have my one day junk food day i wanted to get down to my goal weight but if i went the way i did by christmas i could have lost way to much weight I am already down to a Size 14 and lost over 16 kilo's. Not sure what a size 14 is where you are. I was around 16-18 depending on brand of clothing. So now, I am going to eat as healthy as possible but I am not being so stricked on it. Now I have not got any limitations on myself, the Cravings have eased off.
If my family sees i am going back to my old ways, then I am going back to the diet and its going to be stricked again for three months. I think i will be fine now, I enjoy eating healthy and can't seem to handle to much junk food, The taste gets a bit gross after a while n i crave healthy foods and finding healthy foods I really enjoy eating like Nando's. There wraps are so yummy and guilt free foods.
I am loving the new me. I have come so far and still have a lot to go to but i am not going to rush it, I am going to take it easier now. Relax with it a bit. Slow & Steady wins the race.
I love cloths shopping now and used to hate it. I can go to designer shops where as a few months ago i felt i couldn't. they never had my size in what i wanted.
Now i can shop there and I am not going back to my old ways, not going back to looking like I did. I didn't like it.
I will keep posting on here to let you all know how i am going and post pictures:)
Thanks BLESSEDMAZARS for thinking of me and keeping me in your prayers. Much appreciated. I often find myself thinking of people like that and praying for them too:) Hope all is going well with you and your family. E-mail me any time let me know how you are going.
XOXOXOX keep well peoples :)