Fat Over Family
Monday, February 21, 2011
So I have offically let my weight control my life. My boyfriend invited me to take pics with his family. They have this tradition of taking family pics together and I am the fisrt girlfriend to ever be invited to such an itimate event.
Well I truned it down!
Yes I want my boyfriends family to like me. Hell, I love them and they love me. But I have gained almost 20 pounds and its showing in all the WRONG places. I feel terrible cause he really wants me to go. But I just hate the way I look in pics as of late. I refuse to go.
In other news TURBO FIRE STARTS TOMMAROW!! Kinda excited but not gonna but all my hope into this one. I have been let down enough to do that again. Its weird cause the closer it got to the day of starting the program, the less excited I got. Is this normal?