8 months? really...
Sunday, January 16, 2011
so i'm sitting here, finishing the blooming onion i got at outback, by myself on sunday morning at 5 am. it's been about 8 months since i've been around. i feel really bad, because i love this website so much. but i got a job, and now i'm working 60 hours a week, and taking care of two very busy twins. i get no time by myself, or anytime to watch myself or keep in check about anything. i wish it wasn't so hard... this is the most disgusting blooming onion ever, but i'm still eating it. why?? because it's what i do when i'm alone. i eat.
i'm going to try to make an effort again. i need to... i feel like such a pathetic piece of crap right now.