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Wednesday, January 12, 2011


I was doin great, still am at this point. Had a good breakfast, always good with my water, got freggies in, had a great lunch. Got done early with work, THANK GOD, and then it hit me.

Since i had A LOT of points left for the day, I had a bowl of soup. To fill me up and keep me satisfied. NOPE!

Then, I had a special k snack bar (vanilla) to help curb my cravings for sweet. Delicious but I could have had 50 more lol.

Then I had a laughing cow cheese to satisy the craving for something rich. NOPE!

And finally a WW carrot cake. And, still nope.

I want a quesadilla dipped in cheese, a grilled cheese, fries with ranch. I want to go HOG WILD.

reality? I have 11 points left for the evening and that will probably be dinner. And possibly a dannon light and fit for dessert.

Will I be happy? Nope. No lying here. I WANT JUNK. But I want to be skinny, and I DONT want to be above 145 next week. For the first time in a LONG time i'm BELOW 146-147 and I will NOT be going back. No thank you.

And, all night ill just say to myself "$50, $50, $50, $50..."
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    I have those moments. My latest weapon is distractions.

    One of my girlfriends can crack me up no matter WHAT is going on. As soon as she answers the phone she says something hilarious. By the time I hang up (usually over an hour later) I have no clue what I was doing or thinking before making the call.

    My backup plan when she doesn't answer is less effective. Sometimes I pop in an exercise video, but I have to motivate myself to change clothes first. Watching something funny on TV has been my backup backup!
    3428 days ago
    Hopefully you hung in there last night.
    3428 days ago
    LOL. You are so funny. I would just go to bed early and hopefully those thoughts would go away. Hope you didn't give in...... I'm sure you didn't.
    3428 days ago
    Hang around over here and read blogs until you're sleepy emoticon Then hit the sack and tomorrow you'll wake up with all this just a distant memory!
    3428 days ago
    LiLo! As much as I want to win the $50, I want you to stay under 146 - 147 so, I will agree with Catspank ... don't give in!
    3428 days ago
    Don't give in. Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
    3428 days ago
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