Friday, December 10, 2010
I am wondering why I let myself get out of control!! I guess I have ran Kids and worried about my husbands health so long that I didnt think about mine! I dont wanna be the bikini model I want to shop in the normal clothes and feel good about myself when I dress up!! My hubby is an awesome great looking man. And he is also a Supervisor for ConocoPhillips which means we have to attend several functions for work.... I cant go on like this, I cant embarrass my children any longer,( not that they would ever say I do) I feel sorry for them...
As tears rolling down my face I am confessing things noone has ever heard me say, I am so insecure and selfconcious its crazy! Its turned into anxiety attacks and some depression (that I hide very well).. I welcome anyone with any advice to help me and to push me and to stay on my butt to get this down I have a goal of more than this however my goal right now is to lose 50 pds by April!! I can do this RIGHT?!?!?
I am not going to ramble any longer I thank God for giving me Kelly and for her showing me this website!! Hope everyone has a GREAt Blessed day!!