Happiness in a relationship..

What do you do without that close connection with someone? The connection you once had, but cant seem to find anymore. Have you "grown apart" as they say? "We were so young, and then grew up".. Its too easy, and it sounds dumb.

What does it do to a person, to live without the connection, and the happiness in a relationship? You fall in love, your whole body tingles with love and you cant wait to wake up, cant wait til he comes home, and then you get used to it, it passes, but youre still happy, you'd still have that connection, right?

You dont know how a new relationship would be, it might end up the same, maybe youre just asking too much..

But I miss being able to say; i have the best man in the world, i couldnt find a better man, he's my soulmate, and we're so happy..Those who say that, they've got it, i think, and i feel that craving.. Or are they just faking it? Do the REALLY feel that way, is there a kind of happiness you just want to shout over the rooftops.. Like the first time you met, is it possible for it to last a lifetime? Or is it just my imagination?? Am I stupid to want this..