angry with myself
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
after all of my hard work to lose my first ten pounds.. I have let myself put it right back on.. I am so mad because I was doing so well and liking to workout and get in that personal time. I was doing the c25k plan and going along steadily.
Then I had the friend who wanted to get together every night for drinks and tv. It was ok at first..
Then my friend tells me that she wants to start working out too so we should workout together (I should learn my lesson when people tell me this). This is the biggest lie in the book.. It starts out well then it becomes.. 'oh i'm too busy to do it today...' or 'oh i'm not feeling well' and by the time I know it a full week has gone by.. I have not worked out in 2 weeks..
I know that is no excuse for not working out because it is up to me but I thought that by working out with someone else I would have more motivation to stay on track. Guess that is not the case..
It also doesn't help that everyone I know back home is losing weight left and right.. man today is a depressing start to the morning..
I'm off to have tea and then work..
By SP eople