Starting Over... Need A Push...
Friday, October 15, 2010
Not gonna lie... the last two weeks have been horrible... I havent tracked my food in five days...I have been beyond stressed out... and really down on myself... I honestly cant seem to find the energy for anything... and I am beyond irritable... which is soooo not fair to everyone around me.... I admit it is me... and I dont know how to fix it!!!
I think I need a serious kick in the pants.... I need a workout buddy who wont let me slack off... I want someone to be on my ass to get it done and stick to it!!! I know I cant rely on others to do it for me... but I wouldnt be against having a Jillian or Bob clone on me 24 hours a day....
I think what baffles me most is that in every other aspect of my life I am one hundred percent independent.... yet for this... the one thing I need to do for me... I cant seem to do it alone!!!!
Well.... tommorrow morning when I wake up I am weighing in... hopefully I didnt gain all my 7 pounds back... and then I am making breakfast and going to Zumba class!!! So I am officially starting over!!!
If any one is looking for someone to keep them accountable or just want to give me a daily kick.... let me know!!!!
If anyone has advice for ways to stay focused or to keep motivated by all means shoot me a note!! I will take every bit of advice I can get!!!
Thank you all you amazing Sparkers!!!!!