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Starting Over... Need A Push...

Friday, October 15, 2010

Not gonna lie... the last two weeks have been horrible... I havent tracked my food in five days...I have been beyond stressed out... and really down on myself... I honestly cant seem to find the energy for anything... and I am beyond irritable... which is soooo not fair to everyone around me.... I admit it is me... and I dont know how to fix it!!!
I think I need a serious kick in the pants.... I need a workout buddy who wont let me slack off... I want someone to be on my ass to get it done and stick to it!!! I know I cant rely on others to do it for me... but I wouldnt be against having a Jillian or Bob clone on me 24 hours a day....
I think what baffles me most is that in every other aspect of my life I am one hundred percent independent.... yet for this... the one thing I need to do for me... I cant seem to do it alone!!!!
Well.... tommorrow morning when I wake up I am weighing in... hopefully I didnt gain all my 7 pounds back... and then I am making breakfast and going to Zumba class!!! So I am officially starting over!!!
If any one is looking for someone to keep them accountable or just want to give me a daily kick.... let me know!!!!
If anyone has advice for ways to stay focused or to keep motivated by all means shoot me a note!! I will take every bit of advice I can get!!!

Thank you all you amazing Sparkers!!!!!
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  • no profile photo CD7673407
    BABY steps! And you started... that's the biggest step!! Check in anytime!! We're here for you!! Take care... we can ALL do this!
    3925 days ago
  • no profile photo CD6576689
    You can do this!! I think most of us need a good swift kick in the pants sometimes..I know I do! We put so many things ahead of getting healthy, and never have time to take care of ourselves. Where does that get us??? Nowhere! Tired, worn out and sick!! Then we can't take care of ourselves OR others.
    Choices. It's the one word I've used to change my whole outlook. How do I CHOOSE to live my life?? Hang in there, you can do it!
    3935 days ago
    Consider this your 'kick in the butt'! You are awesome! You are wonderful! You are beautiful! You can and will do this! Believe in yourself because I believe in YOU!
    3938 days ago
    You can do this. I'm coming off of the same type of slump, and can speak from experience that once you get back on you will feel so much better.
    3938 days ago
    you can do it. Sometimes we just don't allow ourselves to be happy and kind to ourselves. You might want to write about this in a journal.
    3938 days ago
    You can do this.. as women, we always put ourselves last and it's time that we start taking care of ourselves! You can do this! You are a strong person, now believe it! Small changes will help!
    3938 days ago
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