Sunday, September 26, 2010
Well, today I am hopeful. I have had my ups and downs sense starting my journey here on SP. I have been both proud and embarrassed of the things I have done. Today though I feel a much greater understanding for myself. I make a new commitment to my self today to get to know myself honestly. I feel as though this has been the thorn in my side and has hindered me from achieving my goals. I rid myself of the external bad habits but slipped into an older internal one. I have a long history of just being the girl who gets s@*t done and gets it done fast and well. That is how I got so unhealthy in the first place. I forgot that by setting a plan and ignoring the emotional aspect of the journey that I began to lose myself again even if it is in "good habits". I know that I will not be able to achieve and maintain my goals if I do no start actually loving me...all of me. Thank you guys for your continued support. So my fellow Sparkers...love yourself...and mean it!