Trying real hard not to stress out.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
The intensity of the upcoming preparations for the go live implemenation of our new labor and cost collection mrp system is gaining by the day. I have so much on me to get done and may have to work without a day off for the next three weeks.
I had a dream that after we went live with the new system, the next day I was given a pink slip and laid off. I was SOOOO MAD in the dream! I am really trying not to feel the pressure of getting all this work done. It is really hard and I find myself thinking about food, eating something good (not healthy good).
I am back to working 11 if not more hours per day. I missed bible study last night because I am so exhausted by days end. I just pray that I keep on my program and not eat instead of express my feelings. I really want to hide and run away. I don't like the way this makes me feel and I am trying to avoid it. Lord help to NOT to avoid this, help me to stay calm and pace myself. This is not all my responsibility and I am doing the best I can. Help me to keep my thoughts off other team members who affect the success of the team and let it go. Lord I put this in your hands. Help me to keep my focus on only my tasks and not get caught up in the stress of others.