Wednesday, September 08, 2010
Today was Truth day (aka weigh in day) and once again, I am STILL 148.5 now, i know I had my go crazy with sore throat day but other than that day, i thought i did great! Also, at least MOVE a half a pound or SOMETHING! Sheesh! So irritating.
I could blame it on my higher dose of hormones, or TOM, or whatever but not gonna do it. The scale and I keep on having a tie, and that just means i need to work even HARDER this coming week. I didnt go insane with frustration and my eating, I still have stayed away from fast food (yay!) and soda (double yay!!). I know EVENTUALLY the scale will move, but come on!! Its been WEEKS!!
Work has been so beyond stressful the past two days. yesterday was horrible and it was so bad I cried a FEW times. I had staff yelling at me, nurses putting their stuff over my patients charts, it was awful..I also didnt home until after 7:30. And today, lets just say, i wasnt in a safe neighborhood, i stuck out like a sore thumb and was treated as such but at least it wasnt a late day and i got the job done..without crying!
Oh another aurgh, is..I got my sonogram results back and she says "everything is normal!" aauuurrgghh! So she still doesnt know WHAT is wrong with me, but thinks it still MIGHT be PCOS. So frustrating when you have a ton of embarrassing and bad girl symptoms/problems and they keep saying that things are "normal". No doc, this stuff ISNT normal or every girl would be having my problems and they dont! So aurgh.
On a happy note, I am SO excited that its been such cool weather here the past few days. I absolutely LOVE fall (hence the new spark page) and i've been able to light my pumpkin spice candles (my favorite smell EVER). Alright thats all I have for now. Hope your day was a good one.