I HATE HAVING MY PICTURE TAKEN
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Of course I hate having my picture taken. I don't like how much I have let myself go. As much as I would like to say that I love me just as I am now, I know in my heart that is not true.
So I could go on and on about how much of my life I have let slip by because I was so self conscious about my weight and my body shape. It feels like it is the one area of my life that I start to have control over and then I let it all slip away.
However I am choosing to take a serious look at where I am now and what my goals are and how I plan to get there. A journey starts with the first step and in my case, with the first picture. I plan to keep my picture journal as a motivation for me to visually see where I have been and be able to watch the changes as time passes. And the biggest change I am looking forward to is the day I can say -- I love having my picture taken.