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I HATE HAVING MY PICTURE TAKEN

Sunday, August 29, 2010



Of course I hate having my picture taken. I don't like how much I have let myself go. As much as I would like to say that I love me just as I am now, I know in my heart that is not true.

So I could go on and on about how much of my life I have let slip by because I was so self conscious about my weight and my body shape. It feels like it is the one area of my life that I start to have control over and then I let it all slip away.

However I am choosing to take a serious look at where I am now and what my goals are and how I plan to get there. A journey starts with the first step and in my case, with the first picture. I plan to keep my picture journal as a motivation for me to visually see where I have been and be able to watch the changes as time passes. And the biggest change I am looking forward to is the day I can say -- I love having my picture taken.
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  • JUSTDUCKY1405
    And that day is coming! I know how you feel! I spend sometimes, quite a bit of time standing in the mirror dissecting my body, lifting this, pulling that, wondering what it would look like if I just nipped and tucked here... then, I beat myself up for not accepting myself for what I am! THERE ARE FAR WORSE looking bodies than mine out there. Sure, I can cover up good, now, but I still don't like showing too much skin!
    3703 days ago
  • ENERGIZED4LIFE
    You won't find any pictures of me posted worldwide; I can relate to what you're saying. All you need is a change of perspective!!! Mental pictures are being taken all day everyday. When you look in the mirror, when you walk into a room. Sometimes people are seeing us when we don't even know it. If beauty is in the eye of the beholder who has time to worry about that?
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    It is what it is. What matters most is that we're doing our best to makeover our picture of health. The cosmetics will come...when we feel better we look better
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    3709 days ago

    Comment edited on: 9/3/2010 8:28:00 PM
  • ARCHIMEDESII
    When I was overweight, I didn't like having my picture taken either. But you know, I'm glad I did. You know why ? Because I can see how far I've come ! it really is amazing to see the before and after photos many other members have posted on their Spark Pages. It's extremely inspirational. so, I think you're keeping a picture journal is a great idea !!

    Now, here's something to consider if you have a little extra money, consider having a "glamor" photo taken as a reward for making one of your weight loss goals. Say you lose 20 pounds, treat yourself to a professional photograph. Some times, having a photo taken by a pro can help us feel better about ourselves.

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    -- karen
    3713 days ago
  • KARBIE18
    One step at a time, Joann. Sounds like a plan, and I'll be right here rooting you on!

    Hugs,
    Karen
    3713 days ago
  • MOOKBALL
    With commitment it will come.
    3713 days ago
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