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Friday, July 09, 2010

So I was totally motivated after I wrote my commitment blog yesterday, I ran 3.75m at 5mph(no stops) and played one heck of a softball game last night in the crazy heat. However, after that I was so pooped that I didn't complete anything else I said I was going to do. No boot camp video and no inventory list. For as much as I didn't want to tell on my self I made a commitment to be honest with myself and SP. So although none of you would have known if I was lieing or not I would have, and I just don't live like that today. I try very hard to not even tell the "smallest" lie because to me a lie is a lie, and I don't have to lie today. So my first day and I already messed up but I'm sticking to my commitment and not giving up. I know I can do this so I will continue. I did find something positive yesterday. I realized how much I truely enjoy playing softball and love the group of ladies that I play with. In the past I was always drinking alcohol before, during, and after the game that I really never thought much about how much I love the game, or how good I am, or what the other ladies are really like, what they bring to the game, how when I'm playing softball nothing else matters........... It was really cool last night when I hit a homerun and all the ladies were cheering me around the bases and high fiving after I came in. I felt so good, so satisfied, so grateful that I am able to play softball. It was crazy because in the past I would've just ran around, gave the high fives, and went back to drinking my beer not thinking twice about anything. So although I didn't complete two tasks I did gain a lot out of yesterday and that's ok with me.

Tonight I will do video's 1 and 2 to make up for yesterday and reflect on yesterday as well as I'm doing my daily inventory.
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    emoticon I think you are doing great. It is wonderful that you can acknowledge that you weren't able to meet all of your goals yesterday but you are not using that as an excuse to give up. Your blog was very inspiring, thanks for sharing!

    3850 days ago
    AWESOME!! If you ask me, you gained far more yesterday than you lost by skipping a couple things on your task list. Way to go!!!
    3850 days ago
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