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Just When I thought....

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Just when I thought the heart ache of losing my sister was healing.Fathers day comes and I am again hurting in my stomach for Ginny knowing her husband is alone another holiday. We all spent every birthday,holiday,at Ginny's house.The emptiness of not going there is raging through my veins I want to scream .

I USED TO eat my feelings away.But I made a COMMITMENT to NOT do that anymore. So here I am my head SCREAMING,my stomach in KNOTS and I have put an invisible LOCK on my fridge.

It is the middle of the night and the only thing keeping me SANE is reading SPARK articles one after the other.

Thank GOD SPARKPEOPLE never closes.
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  • TAMINGDRAGONS
    Wishing you a day and mind of peace. Breathe deeply and just get through to tomorrow. I´m reaching through cyberspace with hugs and a shoulder for your tears. I hope you release much grief today, find restful sleep tonight, waking to a fresh morning of commitment to your resolve and choice to live on.
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  • YASERUYO
    I cannot say I know how you feel, but I lost my sister too. I wish you and your sister's husband peace and healing. I am a good listener if you ever need to just let go and cry out. I'm glad you can find solace in SP and not food. You are a strong person. Please stay strong. Pam
    3906 days ago
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