TIRED OF LETTING MY LIFE SLIP BY
Tuesday, June 01, 2010
Here it is, tomorrow is June 2010, and I feel like I have wasted the past 4 months. Nevermind all the excuses. And believe me, I have a boat load full of excuses. But we all have reasons why we let the obstacles of everyday living get in the way of the things we want.
Well, enough of that. This is not meant to be a pity party, just an acknowlegement that I know I have been allowing my life to slip by without being an active participant. Oh sure, I do a lot of things, everyday, work, help people, get depressed, put other peoples desires above my own. But I seem to forget what is important to me and let that all slip out of being the most important focus for me.
I am going to remind myself to focus on me first. And one of the best ways I can keep myself focused is to show up on Spark and chart my exercise and calorie intake.
Thank you to everyone who has been sending me good wishes. I am sorry I was out of touch. Please know it was nothing personal. I have just been really experiencing the winter blahs and feeling like being invisible. I know this is totally couterproductive, but it is the thruth.