Struggling but still determined
Sunday, May 23, 2010
I am not near as far along on my journey as I was hoping I'd be right now. I am still exercising, but not as much as I need to. I am still watching what I eat, but find that I slip more often than I should.
I don't know what's wrong with me. It's not like I don't have the motivation...I just let life get in my way and run me instead of running my own life. I need to get back on track and MAKE MYSELF do what I know is right.
I should have lost close to 10 lbs by now. I lost a lot the first week of my program (5.2 lbs) then gained back half of that the 2nd week and now here it is the 3rd week and I lost what I had gained the 2nd week. I am glad I'm not gaining every week and I am seeing a difference in the inches lost, but it just gets so frustrating to not eat the things I like and to be working out so much that it hurts and not see the results that I want.
Oh well, today begins another week and I will just have to work harder and be smarter about keeping my course.