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Tuesday, May 04, 2010

My before picture of me at 365....

tho I am now 286 and getting a little bit smaller...It's still hard to show me then...

.I was embarrassed to go out to eat,or shop,or just out in public/ because sometimes the way people would react....
Hurt my feelings and made me hate me...for what I LET myself become....

But all this is slowly going away as the weight goes down...

I promised myself that I will never EVER EVER LET MYSELF GO....AND GET THAT BIG AGAIN....






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  • TX_3XDAD
    Yes, I see the difference. Beat rude people until they apologize or beg for mercy. I've always found threatening to still on them or trample them in an elephantine rage works well. :)

    Freaking ijits!

    And you're doing well, so screw them!

    4088 days ago
  • DISTYME_4_ME
    Know the feeling. Still hating the camera...maybe I'll get the courage to add a pic soon. Thanks for sharing...it really helped!! Congrats on the great job!!! emoticon
    4092 days ago
  • LOZUKE
    Wow Diane you are doing amazing you should be so proud you were beautiful then as you are now. I do understand no one wants a picture done when we feel as we do when we are at our biggest. you have such a lovely smile.. Keep up the great work you are my inspiration emoticon so thank you for your blog emoticon emoticon emoticon Debbie
    4095 days ago
  • MORTICIAADDAMS
    You were big but even at that weight you were very pretty. And still worthy of love and respect. Rude people suck. I love your smile.
    4096 days ago
  • OUTLIVING
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    i have 1 (a few of those). know the feeling!

    emoticon Hold onto that Refuse 2 quit, never going back feeling, deep down inside your heart. It will help carry you through :)
    4097 days ago
  • MS.ELENI
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    4098 days ago
  • LADYHUNTER82
    Diane, You are really coming a long way! Inside out! Keep up the great work. Don't let anyone talk you down, especially you.... been there and done that, I have.... hugs to you! A lot of us are rooting for you. DJ
    4098 days ago
  • PAISHAR2
    GREAT JOB!!!!!!! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!! GIRLFRIEND WE ARE DOING IT!!!! HANG IN THERE AND KNOW THAT GOD IS ABLE!!!!!!

    SHARON
    4098 days ago
  • no profile photo CD618632
    I make the same promise to me! I'll hold you to yours. Please hold me to mine! Congrats on your loss so far!
    4098 days ago
  • CERIUSLY
    Diane you are a beautiful woman! Your inner glow shines out through your smile. I know how hard it was for you to post that picture and I couldn't be more proud of you. I love that we're sharing this journey. I'm so glad you found me. emoticon

    And by the way, if I'm 2 supers, then you're 3!
    4098 days ago
  • IMFARTOOFAT
    I like your then pic... no seriously I do! You had a great smile. Lose all the weight you want but don't lose that smile. I think you are doing extremely well!! You go girl and before you know it you will be back to that former you.

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    4098 days ago
  • 3RDSTRING
    Congratulations on your success so far!! I know exactly how you feel, I hated anyone with a camera when I was at my largest. Keep up the good work.

    Chuck
    4098 days ago
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