Sunday, May 02, 2010
Okay so this week was very stressfull. The kids were acting up and got stuff taken away. And on top of everything it was my birthday week. Was not a good birthday week. We went out to eat on Sunday and I had the best brownie ever and figured I had all week to work it off. I did as much workouts as possible. Wednesday was a bad day and I really wanted to go to mcdonalds and EAT!!! Then I thought the kids need to eat and I need to eat before going to the gym so I made a healthy meal. Then i went to the gym and wanted to be there earlier. But I got there and did arm weights and then got on the ellipitcal for an hour. I can't believe I did an hour. SO Then i went to the store to buy me some flowers to lift my spirits. I thought I made a good choice making a healthy dinner and going to the gym. Very proud that I didn't eat badly. Things are changing in me and everyone is noticing and it feels great. I am realizing now that sometimes it isn't just about losing the weight but changing your life and making better decisions. I am still trying to getting to the route of my problem. I am leaning toward my dad. He has never excepted me as his daughter and I think it is affecting me more then I think it is. I have to say watching Ruby on Style every Sunday is HUGE!!!! I am learning A lot from her and her journey. Learning a lot and making things that she does my reality. I am hoping that this week is much better with eating and working out as much as possible. Going to be a nice weather week so I am hoping for lost of workouts and trying to get those kids in line. PLAN!!!!! Okay have a great week and I will write again on Friday hopefully!!!