Nothing happened” blessings…
Saturday, April 10, 2010
It´s time to change to summer tires – mine were totally worn out when I switched to winter so I left them outside because They needed no protection.
Round christmas I observed that they were not where I putt hem but there was a lot of snow and to trying to search. WHen the snow started to melt I saw them piled up in the garage-to-be (it´s only the foundation so far) and thought that the lads that organized the plot had done that. So yesterday I planned to take them along to town and get new tires – and realized they were not mine because they were really fresh. Looked around – no tires. The rims were sort of fancy aluminium so I thought somebody had nicked them.
Total despair and fear – I have no extra money and the tires alone will be four thousand crowns… went to the AA meeting and tried to contemplate program and faith. Mantra: Everything is just as it is supposed to be, trust your higher power, it will be ok.
The knot in my stomach decomposed and I felt calm again although flashes of fear kept striking. Biked to the stables and groomed my horses, they are losing the winter fur and also rolling in mud so it was a nice, dusty chore.
Came home and decides to look thoroughly in all the building material that is piled up. Climbed and hauled and tugged the heavy tarpaulins – and hooray! found them!
It is kind of funny that I am in such a happy mood – because nothing happened….
I can also note that I had a day without bingeing, my knit saved me.
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