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Week 5

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Okay so this week I was stressed out. Two reasons. I have new baby coming next week and trying to get the baby I have onto a schedule that fits in with my kids. That way when the new baby comes I can get her on our schedule as well. But it is easier to do one kid at a time. The baby I currently have is getting teeth in so she has more silva in her mouth and she is throwing up more. Wednesday was a great day with the kids went outside no issues. Even the babies mom came early to get her. Thursday different story she throw up all over me. Had to give her a bath in the sink and Friday she did it again but not as bad. BUT on the good note she slept better for me. usually she sleeps for 20 minutes and that is all. So I will take hour naps twice a day anytime. The other kid I have just returned from having a week off. By the end of the week he was pretty bad. Trying to get him back into a routine was hard. He didn't want to sleep or behave. SO all in all a rough week. I caved this week and now I feel like I am on a downward spiral. I had chocolate on thursday cuz things were so bad. Just a handful of M&M's. Not too bad then on Friday I had more M&M's and some dove chocolates. I dunno how to stop now. I feel over come by chocolate. By Saturday when I went to work where I am surrounded by chocolate I still wanted some but resisted and came home and had some. I need to stop!!! I want this weight off more than anything. So why am I sabotaging it?? I went to the gym on Friday and I felt like killing myself and let me tell you I am hurting today. It is only Saturday and I am hurting wait til tomorrow I will really be hurting. I did 45 minutes of weights and 30 minutes on the bike. I just feel like I am not going to lose this weight and be stuck. I really want to be as close to 200 as I can for the reunion. I dunno what else to do............I know one thing NO MORE CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!! We will start there.

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    sorry to see your struggling but also remember to not beat yourself up-- you are doing the best you can right now! YOu are working out and dealing with alot on your plate. I am so proud of you for working so hard-- you are showing your kids that you do whatever it takes to support your family and that you are a hard worker.

    4035 days ago
    I find Easter holidays one of the most difficult. It seems like chocolate is everywhere! My favorite is white chocolate and I too gave in this week. My sister came by with some white chocolate for me and I had two pieces till I put it in the freezer so I wouldn't be tempted. This week is a new start and we will all do better. Good Luck!

    4037 days ago
    I know what you mean about just eating a little bit of something and just keep on doing it day after day. I did that myself this week, except mines was cookies and chocolate. Mine's was brought on a situation that I thought I had dealt and moved on with, but was triggered by my daughter's birth certificate of all things. I haven't bought any of the foods that I ate this week so I should be okay with not eating them this week. I think that you will too have a better chance of not eating the chocolate if its not in your house. At least you didn't eat the chocolate that was around you at work. Keep your eyes looking towards your goal of being under 200. Things are being blown our way to see how we will handle them. As long as we don't find ourselves going back into our old habits, we should be able to get over this hurdle. Keep positive and I know that you WILL be at your goal weight that you have set, I just know it!!
    4037 days ago
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