If I'm not who I think I am, then who am I?
Friday, March 26, 2010
What if the Universe told you that you couldn't have anymore of anything... No more friends, no more money, no more anything, until you first got happy with what you have?
WHOA!! HEAVY!! And THAT'S what I need to do! Get Happy!!
I've been really struggling with my brain these past few weeks, and thus the reason for not getting too involved in posting. And this time it's NOT the food.
I'm at the "tail-end" of the Baby Boomers but still have the mindset that "when you get older, you're gonna get married, have 2.5 kids, a cat and a dog, a house with a two car garage and a white picket fence. Well, that didn't happen. I never expected to be where I am right now - struggling financially, struggling emotionally, just plain struggling. And I know I'm not alone. This downward spiral of the economy is affecting EVERYONE. But for some reason, I am so down and out that I've gotten so verbal with my emotions that it's affecting my only source of income - real estate.
I need to take a break, a break from all of my stresses and emotions and truly figure out what is going to make me happy. Even my manager has "kicked me out of the office." It ain't easy!!
For the two main teams I'm on, please don't think I'm too busy to post. I'm not. I'm just so emotional lately that I really need to take care of me. I've been taking care of my husband (only because he's a big baby), my friends, my dogs, my house, my yard, but I haven't taken care of me. Not sure if anyone else goes through this emotional period right around your birthday. This happens to me every year, but for some reason this is a tougher year!
I am still exercising, I am still on the plan, - see - I'm taking care of me. But the rest of me has to take care of this depression and really start working on who I am.
Thank you all for understanding. GET HAPPY!