MY JOURNEY - MARCH 20, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Here I am again. After I worked so long and so hard to reach my goal weight I figured I could eat anything and not gain weight. Of course all the clothes weren't fitting and although I didn't gain back all of it I kept promising myself that April 1 I would start again.
I chose that date because that was when I first started 2 years ago.
Well today I tried putting on jeans and that's when I realized how far I had let myself go.
I think back and and realize my diet was unreasonable while I was losing as I wasn't eating enough, just focused on the scale. Now how to find a happy medium. I don't even know where to start again.
I am so angry with myself now and have so much junk in the house that I shouldn't be eating. Not sure if I will just give myself to April 1 now or start tomorrow.
But I must and I pray to G-D I will have the willpower to do it again.