Monday, March 15, 2010
I posted this article in my Done Girls group but I thought I'd post it here to, to remind me what NOT to do and how far I've come.
I just can't comprehend why anyone would want to do this? Because now that I look back at myself in the past, I realize just how miserable I was being so overweight and I don't understand how anyone could enjoy it, or be really happy with it. I don't care if you're making money off it..that's not true happiness. I just don't get it. And I'm in no way trying to be cruel, I'm not like that, I have no reason to judge anyway, it's just kind of like huh?? Why??!
I have to remain positive, which can be hard at times but I can't berate myself, I've wasted too much time doing that in my life. I have this little chalk board thing I put on my motivation door above my mirror and I change my message every once in a while. Here's what it says now.
I currently have a bad cold and feel really blah...so I haven't been working out, which I know isn't good but, I have no energy and I don't wanna make myself feel worse. Maybe I'll do something light tonight, we'll see. I haven't been sleeping well. I have a favor to ask...anyone who is willing to pray, please pray for my boyfriend, he's going through some rough stuff right now and he's really upset. Thanks. I better go hop in the shower right now. Later!
GOTTA STAY POSITIVE