I need a GIANT KICK IN THE BUTT!!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I honestly don't know why I haven't been sparking too much lately. I have been tracking my calories and everything on my phone though. I've been getting my water in as well. I haven't been exercising at all though. That's my downfall and I'm sure of it!
I got on the scale and I'm up 1.4 already. I was like uhhh what??!?! But anyway, I just ate half of an ice cream that I made at my job and I feel like vomiting it out.
I'm also a little bit depressed about the fact that I am still the same weight I was over a year ago. It's taken me a YEAR of dieting and I am STILL not at my goal...
I'm thinking to myself, "Do I really want this?" YES I DO! I just don't know why I cant actually follow through with it lately. I want to look good THIS summer. I'm sick of being the one who makes excuses and lying about not liking the beach.